a young traveler, an archaeologist wanna-be, a dreamer.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Nopenope

SOOO I'M OFFICIALLY AN ELEVENTH GRADER NOW!

Well, time surely flies so fast.
And it kinda hurts.
WOAH.

Okay! So this year I am once more in science6, but with COMPLETELY different types of friends that honestly quite annoy me, well annoy wasn't a right word to say, so let's just say make me not as comfortable as I used to be. Ehee

Maybe I have trouble adapting myself.
But seriously this is just weird.

And despite all those things,
I find myself more and more empty.
I don't know, but it makes me feel worse about myself, I started to think I'm better off alone, I don't know why, and I'm starting to think I will never be good enough for everybody and someday, somehow they will just leave me like that. Idk.

I sounded so sad huh
Maybe I'll get my period soon enough, okay whatever.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Wear Your Heart on Your Sleeve

Olaaa fellas!
It's been awhile from my last post, and yeah, you missed me, OR NOT! Ahahaha I don't even know if somebody actually reads this blog beside of myself but blaargh whatever.

So yeah, it's now the part of the year where school is suddenly like hell.

seriously.
I'm not kidding.
PLUS I'M IN THIS CRAPPY SCHOOL WHERE EVERY LESSON IS HARD.
okay okay calm down.

DESPITE ALL MY SCHOOL PROBS, I WANT TO DO SOME CHATS WITH YOU BLOGGIE YEAH
Wait, wait. What was my last post about huh
Oh yeah, the MLTR concert.
SO OF COURSE I HAVEN'T TOLD THE STORY ABOUT ME ATTENDING AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERT RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
YEAAAAY TWO FIRST REAL CONCERTS I WENT TOOO!

Well, words can't actually describe that concert. The thing is: she.is.really.cool.
 LOVE HER












but well the most embarrassing thing that day was when we couldn't figure out how to light up that pink stick so we asked some people and it turned out that they didn't know how to light it either, then we had to ask another person in front of us and luckily she knew how!

bucketlist, #7 check

OH! I also got to check another number from my bucketlist!
#48: Be a member of a studio audience!
I watched the Stand Up Comedy Indonesia that's usually shown on Kompas TV lively!
That was quite an experience, I must admit. It was so hard to get it though, everybody seemed going crazy back there. Maybe because the tickets were free, I don't really know. BUT IT WAS FUNNY WHEN THEY SAID CUT OR ROLLING ACTION WAAH

I met this guy, Jovialda Lopez, from youtube: skinnyindonesian24







photos photos lots of photos
sooooooooooo I guess that's all for now kaaay
'cause I have to do some school stuffs, choose what to wear for a party tomorrow, also get enough sleep so I won't be looking like a zombie tomorrow with those panda eyes!
And, yeah, my panda eyes are scary enough :(

look at my silly face and messy hair and hannah montana socks


woohoo I'm so cute.
lols ohmy

OKAY BYEEEE
spreadlovelikeyouspreadnutellaonyourbread!

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