a young traveler, an archaeologist wanna-be, a dreamer.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Diary Days & The Closing of the Year!

So! Hello fellas! Well, there are soooo many things I have to say and tell actually. Umm...where to start?

Well, let's start here.
SOOOOOOO
MY BIRTHDAY HAS PASSED!
I'M
OFFICIALLY
SIXTEEN!
I feel old.
But that's okay!

Soooo, at first, as usual, I don't know, but I always worry about who will remember my birthday, worries, worries. I don't know, I'm just scared, like, I was good to everyone, they also give me a good respond, I remember all of my close friends' birthday, but when it comes to me... BAM! Nobody cares.
But thankfully, those kinds of things never happen! :)

Since now I am more sociable (FOR REAL) and I have joined this teen-community at my church, and since my birthday was on Sunday, so I decided to give some treat to my friends there, it was a lot of fun, really!

At night we had dinner at Pancious in Taman Anggrek Mall, WHICH FORCED ME TO EAT CARBS, but that was alright. THE PASTA WAS REALLY NICE!

WEELL, I haven't got my birthday present yet... What should I ask?
Actually I'd like to own a telescope, but I'm afraid I will get bored of it, and yeah...............
Or should I ask for a new cell-phone? Because mine's already kinda broken... Well, some of the keypad tuts are broken, and once when I tried to download twitter on it, it said 'download failed' for million times before I could finally download it. Hate it. BUT I'M SOOOO SOOOOOO CONFUSED OF WHAT  SHOULD I BUY TO REPLACE THAT SILLY-YET-FULL-OF-MEMORIES PHONE.

Okay, enough for that!

SOOO Christmas!
I performed on a Christmas play of my teen-community church as one of the main character, have I told you? :)
Well, it was a success! Even though we had some sound-problems with the microphone, and also some problems with the audience -_-
Just imagine, on a sad scene, they laughed.
When my boyfriend in the play broke up with me, the audience laughed.

FOR GOODNESS' SAKE.

But that's alright, at the end of the play, I saw some of the audience cried :') I was really happy that they really got the meaning of our play.
After the Christmas mess and celebration, we went to the mall YEAH!

Ooh! I also was having this kind of sleepover in my church about 3 days ago!
It was held on Dec 27-28th
IT WAS A TOTAL FUN even though from the view of one of my seniors there that was the quietest O'night (yeah that's what we called the sleepover program) that he has ever experienced! But, it's alright, I still had so much fun!
Well, basically I didn't get any sleep that night, we talked and laughed and played until morning so yeah I couldn't get any sleep then. AND THAT'S WHY I WAS REALLY SLEEPY WHEN WE WAS DOING THE MORNING DEVOTION AND....I FELL ASLEEP WHILE PRAYING.
After we got home, um, actually after I got into my car, I instantly slept and voila! I slept for 8 hours and messed up my body-clock. :P

SOOO Dec 30th.
I went to Taman Ismail Marzuki, one of the most popular theater in my city to watch a play!
It was titled 'Legenda Saweri Gading' ('the Legend of Saweri Gading')
Actually I wasn't that amazed of that play because to be honest, it quite confused me by its plot, since I've never ever known about that legend before, maybe it was because of the play was all performed by kids while mostly the story was about love, and that's why I said too much "Awwww" inside! Hahahaa! It was quite sweet, really! Made me think about that Christmas play of mine!

OOH, I forgot Dec 29th.
I finally watched 'Soekarno', it was a movie about the first president of my lovely country, IT WAS GOOD.
I adore him, really, and I was wondering what would it be like if I have a time machine and I could go back to the past. I'd love to go back to that time when they were struggling to finally get to do a proclamation of independence of Indonesia. I don't know, I just like history THAT much. #iamahistoryfreak #yay

What else ya about the last few days of mine... hmm...
That's all? I guess.

OH! TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF 2013.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY TO 2013.

Dearest 2013,
Thankyou for being my awesome year, even though now everything good has happened this year, but I am really thankful of spending 1 more year of happiness, tears, anger, memories. This year, as always, is the very first time of many things, let's summarize :P
This year is my very first year of highschool and I love it, really, this is not as bad as I thought. I met new friends who become one of my best friends, I finally learn to be more sociable and FINALLY I decided to join a sport club at school, when usually sport is never my kind of thing. This year is also the year when I truly realize to act like a girl and to be...girlier, even though I'm still a bit careless of everything. This is the year when I finally be more confident, even though I still get my stupid insecurities inside of me, but next year, I promise I will learn to decrease the level of my insecurity more and more. For me 2013 is the year of change, and the year of friendship.
Change. As I already said before, I became more confident day by day, I also learned to be wiser and to be more optimistic of stuffs that happened to me. Basically I am more mature than I used to be, obviously, even though it seems like I will never grow old and be childish forever. I also learned that to be happy is simple. I tried to smile more and hopefully people can feel the effect of my smile, people around me are happier, I hope, and I am glad that I could make many people laugh this year.
Friendship. This is the year where I made lots of new friends. Both in my new school and at church. I'd get to meet and become closer to new people and I love it so much. Now I have more people who I can lean on to. :)
Overall, 2013 was an amazing year for me, and I really hope that 2014 will be a better year.
I hope I could learn new things and also, of course, be a better person and be a blessing for everyone I know.

This post is not a long post, I know, but this is officially my very last post for 2013.
Goodbye 2013!

HELLO 2014! I KNOW AMAZING THINGS ARE AHEAD!

Happy New Year!
Godblessyouall!

*fireworks*





Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

:*

-byebye2013-

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Umm.. Hey?

WELL HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!
So! I am officially on my Christmas holiday! Woohoo!
Actually today is my...um..3rd day, if I'm not mistaken, hehe, of holiday!

OH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU THAT I'M ALREADY STAYING AT MY NEW HOUSE?
THIS HOUSE IS FABULOUS AND I LOOOVE IT! ESPECIALLY MY SPECIAL CEILING!
THERE ARE CLOUDS ON MY CEILING!
maybe I'll post some pics of my room later :)
OH I ALSO LOVE MY CLOSET! Although its not big, but this is my very first walk-in closet, and I adore it like a loooot!
I've been spending my holiday tidying my house, I mean my room (yes mom) and relaxing in front of my precious laptop just to watch some movies, tutorials on youtube, and I also enjoyed some laugh with the hilarious Ryan Higa. Love that guy, really. Yesterday I spent all my day long only to watch his crazy videos.

The next omg thing I do on my holiday is..............................
NO I DIDN'T GET ANY BOYFRIEND.
I'm currently working on how I lose my weight. Well I'm doing this 'no-carbs' diet program, which has gone well, I actually don't starve myself at all! Actually it has been going for 2 days, today is the 2nd day.
Pleasepleaseplease I'm doing finger-crossing for eternity just please make this work oh God I'm tired of seeing my skinny friends being skinny while there's me...who's a bit 'packed' :')
JUST WISH ME LUCK!

Soooooo actually I'd love to tell stories of my life these days but I guess, I honestly can't think about anything to say. What to say?

Oh! I had another new experience! Today I just did a DIY jeans of my own! Actually I did that while I was watching a movie, the Notebook, if I'm not mistaken, or the Art of Getting by, well I don't remember, it was my old knee-length jeans that I used to use when I was about...12 I guess... BUT IT STILL FITS! Even though a little bit hard to put on at first, but I believe I will be skinnier so it will fit perfectly!
It wasn't that bad actually, my very first try! But I did have some struggle while putting the washing machine on, I was just like
'what's this'
'what if I press this'
'gaaah I'm afraid I will get electrocuted'
'wet wet everywhere'
'woah what's just happened'
'omg what to do'
'dad help me'
'what did you do with the manual you torn it'
Yeah, I was like that and also my dad truly didn't know how to operate it either because it was new and that was the veryveryvery first time that we actually use it. Well done me.
BUT after pressing some random buttons, finally give up and lazily read the manual book (yeah, actually it could help from the beginning but I'm just to lazy to read it and still stick to my lovely motto 'Don't read manuals except you're already frustrated' but in that case I wasn't that frustrated but I was just scared I would ruin my parents' new washing machine, so yeah), and my dad put the 'magic' hose on (YEAH HE DIDN'T PUT IT AT FIRST NO WONDER IT DIDN'T WORK), and I put on my glasses to see the bird outside my window which was flying from one tree to another, eh...I guess that's not necessary, I finally could operate it and could wash my new jeans.....which didn't turn out really well.

That was your first time, its okay honey.
Okay, whatever. :P

Oh about that diet I'm doing now, so I have to eat 5-6 times a day, no sweets, no carbs.
THIS IS PRETTY HARD.
since it is holiday.
Christmas holiday.
I REPEAT, CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY.

Holiday means I will spend a lot of time at home, which not that hard, and holiday means, I will go out with my friends a lot and they will indirectly force me to eat much. I don't know, man. I'll just do my best!
Christmas means sweets. Lots of sweets: cakes, candies, fizzy drinks, even hot chocolate (It rains a lot in December here in Indonesia, but still no snow, no snow, cheer up to me). Christmas also means my birthday, actually its on December 22nd, but it is close to Christmas right? PLUS I have a friend whose birthday's on Dec 21st, and...yeah, I should be eating a lot.

SHOULD BE.
But I won't let those simple little things ruined my 2 weeks-4 kg diet!

Heeheee!

Okay, that's all for today I guess, having another big day tomorrow, I'm going out with some friends :) yeah, I'm actually struggling of what to eat and what should I do tomorrow, but just wish me luck!

And the last thing! Since I've just put some inspirational, happy and love quotes in my 'Be Happy :D' bottle, I'm going to take one for tonight.
*drum-rolls*
*shake-shake*
*open the bottle*
*struggling to get the paper out*

Voila!

"Don't desperately search for love, it will find you when your time is come"

okay, okay, I won't :)

Tschüss!
See you in my other posts!
Love ya!

tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

Friday, December 06, 2013

A Girly Movie Night by Myself

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I've finally finished my final test thank God!
I feel so grateful!
I don't know if it's just me or God really helped me through all of these tests :D
THANK GOD I FEEL BLESSED.

OKAY!
SOOOO since I'm now officially free-er (um, well actually I will have a re-test, or even some, next week, but yeah, I'm free-er), I'm also gonna be lazier for the rest of the month EHEHEE

But I really can't wait for my birthday I don't even know why........................

AND OH!
I'VE JUST WATCHED "A WALK TO REMEMBER" AND I CRIED SEVERAL TIMES OH MY GOSH SO I GOT IT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING ALL THESE TIME

THAT MOVIE
WAS
SO
SWEET

YET IT'S SWEETNESS HAS MADE ME CRY

I WAS LIKE OH MY GOODNESS HOW
SHE'S ONE LUCKY GIRL (EXCLUDE HER LEUKEMIA)

IDK
I THINK...oh well lemme switch to normal font, using caps lock made me sound angry right?
Hahaa!

Okay.
So, I don't know eh...
It's a really sweet movie but...
OH WAIT.
I should stop looking at my own case yeah, stop it, me.
Okay.
Okay I said a lot of okay.
Okay.
Well.
It just made me...a kind of...what ya... not sad... just...you know...
Oh, have I told you that I really adore Nicholas Sparks? He's such an author. (even though, to be ashamed, I haven't read his book EVER, I just watch his movies hehe)

AND I JUST REALIZED...oh yeah, stop yelling, right...BUT I REALLY HAVE TO YELL THESE WORDS AND EVEN BIGGER THE SIZE OF WORDS BELOW:

REECE CARTER
and
LANDON CARTER

I know you got it already. Yeah. That's no coincidence, really.
MAYBE
SOMEDAY
My last name will be Carter also, nobody knows! :)

LANDON CARTER is so sweet
he is
like
the most perfect guy
whoops, I made a mistake.
the most unrealistic perfect guy that it hurts so bad
If someday, I repeat, SOMEDAY, my future soulmate is going to be him-alike. I'll die, not literally.
YOU WILL TOO RIGHT HEY YOU YOU YOU GIRLS?
He's like the popular-jerk-annoying-at-first-but-really-sweet-at-the-end-till-you-want-to-be-with-him-forever type of guy. That's what I get from the movie.

And another OH!
I also watched 'My Girl' this afternoon.
I also cried.
It was so sad.
Everything made me cry today.
Oh yeah, I also watched '500 Days of Summer', but, noooo, I didn't cry! :p
I didn't really get that movie :$
I laughed till I cry again today, also cried because of 2 movies: a sad and a sweet one.
And I am not even on my period! How awesome! :)
But it's alright, I'm enjoying my day-off, really, I enjoy this a lot!
Well, enough for today? I'm kind of tired
OKAAAAY BUHBYEE!
GOODBYE!
LOTS OF LOVE!
HUGS AND KISSES!

muachmuach!

tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.


P.S.:
I added a song-of-the-night for tonight, it accompanies me through this girly night :)
enjoy!


P.P.S.:
and I'm also very hungry ergh. Hahahaa! Bye!

P.P.P.S.:
I just added a tag 'boys' WHAT WAS I THINKING