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Monday, December 30, 2013

Diary Days & The Closing of the Year!

So! Hello fellas! Well, there are soooo many things I have to say and tell actually. Umm...where to start?

Well, let's start here.
SOOOOOOO
MY BIRTHDAY HAS PASSED!
I'M
OFFICIALLY
SIXTEEN!
I feel old.
But that's okay!

Soooo, at first, as usual, I don't know, but I always worry about who will remember my birthday, worries, worries. I don't know, I'm just scared, like, I was good to everyone, they also give me a good respond, I remember all of my close friends' birthday, but when it comes to me... BAM! Nobody cares.
But thankfully, those kinds of things never happen! :)

Since now I am more sociable (FOR REAL) and I have joined this teen-community at my church, and since my birthday was on Sunday, so I decided to give some treat to my friends there, it was a lot of fun, really!

At night we had dinner at Pancious in Taman Anggrek Mall, WHICH FORCED ME TO EAT CARBS, but that was alright. THE PASTA WAS REALLY NICE!

WEELL, I haven't got my birthday present yet... What should I ask?
Actually I'd like to own a telescope, but I'm afraid I will get bored of it, and yeah...............
Or should I ask for a new cell-phone? Because mine's already kinda broken... Well, some of the keypad tuts are broken, and once when I tried to download twitter on it, it said 'download failed' for million times before I could finally download it. Hate it. BUT I'M SOOOO SOOOOOO CONFUSED OF WHAT  SHOULD I BUY TO REPLACE THAT SILLY-YET-FULL-OF-MEMORIES PHONE.

Okay, enough for that!

SOOO Christmas!
I performed on a Christmas play of my teen-community church as one of the main character, have I told you? :)
Well, it was a success! Even though we had some sound-problems with the microphone, and also some problems with the audience -_-
Just imagine, on a sad scene, they laughed.
When my boyfriend in the play broke up with me, the audience laughed.

FOR GOODNESS' SAKE.

But that's alright, at the end of the play, I saw some of the audience cried :') I was really happy that they really got the meaning of our play.
After the Christmas mess and celebration, we went to the mall YEAH!

Ooh! I also was having this kind of sleepover in my church about 3 days ago!
It was held on Dec 27-28th
IT WAS A TOTAL FUN even though from the view of one of my seniors there that was the quietest O'night (yeah that's what we called the sleepover program) that he has ever experienced! But, it's alright, I still had so much fun!
Well, basically I didn't get any sleep that night, we talked and laughed and played until morning so yeah I couldn't get any sleep then. AND THAT'S WHY I WAS REALLY SLEEPY WHEN WE WAS DOING THE MORNING DEVOTION AND....I FELL ASLEEP WHILE PRAYING.
After we got home, um, actually after I got into my car, I instantly slept and voila! I slept for 8 hours and messed up my body-clock. :P

SOOO Dec 30th.
I went to Taman Ismail Marzuki, one of the most popular theater in my city to watch a play!
It was titled 'Legenda Saweri Gading' ('the Legend of Saweri Gading')
Actually I wasn't that amazed of that play because to be honest, it quite confused me by its plot, since I've never ever known about that legend before, maybe it was because of the play was all performed by kids while mostly the story was about love, and that's why I said too much "Awwww" inside! Hahahaa! It was quite sweet, really! Made me think about that Christmas play of mine!

OOH, I forgot Dec 29th.
I finally watched 'Soekarno', it was a movie about the first president of my lovely country, IT WAS GOOD.
I adore him, really, and I was wondering what would it be like if I have a time machine and I could go back to the past. I'd love to go back to that time when they were struggling to finally get to do a proclamation of independence of Indonesia. I don't know, I just like history THAT much. #iamahistoryfreak #yay

What else ya about the last few days of mine... hmm...
That's all? I guess.

OH! TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF 2013.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY TO 2013.

Dearest 2013,
Thankyou for being my awesome year, even though now everything good has happened this year, but I am really thankful of spending 1 more year of happiness, tears, anger, memories. This year, as always, is the very first time of many things, let's summarize :P
This year is my very first year of highschool and I love it, really, this is not as bad as I thought. I met new friends who become one of my best friends, I finally learn to be more sociable and FINALLY I decided to join a sport club at school, when usually sport is never my kind of thing. This year is also the year when I truly realize to act like a girl and to be...girlier, even though I'm still a bit careless of everything. This is the year when I finally be more confident, even though I still get my stupid insecurities inside of me, but next year, I promise I will learn to decrease the level of my insecurity more and more. For me 2013 is the year of change, and the year of friendship.
Change. As I already said before, I became more confident day by day, I also learned to be wiser and to be more optimistic of stuffs that happened to me. Basically I am more mature than I used to be, obviously, even though it seems like I will never grow old and be childish forever. I also learned that to be happy is simple. I tried to smile more and hopefully people can feel the effect of my smile, people around me are happier, I hope, and I am glad that I could make many people laugh this year.
Friendship. This is the year where I made lots of new friends. Both in my new school and at church. I'd get to meet and become closer to new people and I love it so much. Now I have more people who I can lean on to. :)
Overall, 2013 was an amazing year for me, and I really hope that 2014 will be a better year.
I hope I could learn new things and also, of course, be a better person and be a blessing for everyone I know.

This post is not a long post, I know, but this is officially my very last post for 2013.
Goodbye 2013!

HELLO 2014! I KNOW AMAZING THINGS ARE AHEAD!

Happy New Year!
Godblessyouall!

*fireworks*





Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

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-byebye2013-

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