Diary Days & The Closing of the Year!

So! Hello fellas! Well, there are soooo many things I have to say and tell actually. Umm...where to start?

Well, let's start here.
SOOOOOOO
MY BIRTHDAY HAS PASSED!
I'M
OFFICIALLY
SIXTEEN!
I feel old.
But that's okay!

Soooo, at first, as usual, I don't know, but I always worry about who will remember my birthday, worries, worries. I don't know, I'm just scared, like, I was good to everyone, they also give me a good respond, I remember all of my close friends' birthday, but when it comes to me... BAM! Nobody cares.
But thankfully, those kinds of things never happen! :)

Since now I am more sociable (FOR REAL) and I have joined this teen-community at my church, and since my birthday was on Sunday, so I decided to give some treat to my friends there, it was a lot of fun, really!

At night we had dinner at Pancious in Taman Anggrek Mall, WHICH FORCED ME TO EAT CARBS, but that was alright. THE PASTA WAS REALLY NICE!

WEELL, I haven't got my birthday present yet... What should I ask?
Actually I'd like to own a telescope, but I'm afraid I will get bored of it, and yeah...............
Or should I ask for a new cell-phone? Because mine's already kinda broken... Well, some of the keypad tuts are broken, and once when I tried to download twitter on it, it said 'download failed' for million times before I could finally download it. Hate it. BUT I'M SOOOO SOOOOOO CONFUSED OF WHAT  SHOULD I BUY TO REPLACE THAT SILLY-YET-FULL-OF-MEMORIES PHONE.

Okay, enough for that!

SOOO Christmas!
I performed on a Christmas play of my teen-community church as one of the main character, have I told you? :)
Well, it was a success! Even though we had some sound-problems with the microphone, and also some problems with the audience -_-
Just imagine, on a sad scene, they laughed.
When my boyfriend in the play broke up with me, the audience laughed.

FOR GOODNESS' SAKE.

But that's alright, at the end of the play, I saw some of the audience cried :') I was really happy that they really got the meaning of our play.
After the Christmas mess and celebration, we went to the mall YEAH!

Ooh! I also was having this kind of sleepover in my church about 3 days ago!
It was held on Dec 27-28th
IT WAS A TOTAL FUN even though from the view of one of my seniors there that was the quietest O'night (yeah that's what we called the sleepover program) that he has ever experienced! But, it's alright, I still had so much fun!
Well, basically I didn't get any sleep that night, we talked and laughed and played until morning so yeah I couldn't get any sleep then. AND THAT'S WHY I WAS REALLY SLEEPY WHEN WE WAS DOING THE MORNING DEVOTION AND....I FELL ASLEEP WHILE PRAYING.
After we got home, um, actually after I got into my car, I instantly slept and voila! I slept for 8 hours and messed up my body-clock. :P

SOOO Dec 30th.
I went to Taman Ismail Marzuki, one of the most popular theater in my city to watch a play!
It was titled 'Legenda Saweri Gading' ('the Legend of Saweri Gading')
Actually I wasn't that amazed of that play because to be honest, it quite confused me by its plot, since I've never ever known about that legend before, maybe it was because of the play was all performed by kids while mostly the story was about love, and that's why I said too much "Awwww" inside! Hahahaa! It was quite sweet, really! Made me think about that Christmas play of mine!

OOH, I forgot Dec 29th.
I finally watched 'Soekarno', it was a movie about the first president of my lovely country, IT WAS GOOD.
I adore him, really, and I was wondering what would it be like if I have a time machine and I could go back to the past. I'd love to go back to that time when they were struggling to finally get to do a proclamation of independence of Indonesia. I don't know, I just like history THAT much. #iamahistoryfreak #yay

What else ya about the last few days of mine... hmm...
That's all? I guess.

OH! TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF 2013.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY TO 2013.

Dearest 2013,
Thankyou for being my awesome year, even though now everything good has happened this year, but I am really thankful of spending 1 more year of happiness, tears, anger, memories. This year, as always, is the very first time of many things, let's summarize :P
This year is my very first year of highschool and I love it, really, this is not as bad as I thought. I met new friends who become one of my best friends, I finally learn to be more sociable and FINALLY I decided to join a sport club at school, when usually sport is never my kind of thing. This year is also the year when I truly realize to act like a girl and to be...girlier, even though I'm still a bit careless of everything. This is the year when I finally be more confident, even though I still get my stupid insecurities inside of me, but next year, I promise I will learn to decrease the level of my insecurity more and more. For me 2013 is the year of change, and the year of friendship.
Change. As I already said before, I became more confident day by day, I also learned to be wiser and to be more optimistic of stuffs that happened to me. Basically I am more mature than I used to be, obviously, even though it seems like I will never grow old and be childish forever. I also learned that to be happy is simple. I tried to smile more and hopefully people can feel the effect of my smile, people around me are happier, I hope, and I am glad that I could make many people laugh this year.
Friendship. This is the year where I made lots of new friends. Both in my new school and at church. I'd get to meet and become closer to new people and I love it so much. Now I have more people who I can lean on to. :)
Overall, 2013 was an amazing year for me, and I really hope that 2014 will be a better year.
I hope I could learn new things and also, of course, be a better person and be a blessing for everyone I know.

This post is not a long post, I know, but this is officially my very last post for 2013.
Goodbye 2013!

HELLO 2014! I KNOW AMAZING THINGS ARE AHEAD!

Happy New Year!
Godblessyouall!

*fireworks*





Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

:*

-byebye2013-

Umm.. Hey?

WELL HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!
So! I am officially on my Christmas holiday! Woohoo!
Actually today is my...um..3rd day, if I'm not mistaken, hehe, of holiday!

OH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU THAT I'M ALREADY STAYING AT MY NEW HOUSE?
THIS HOUSE IS FABULOUS AND I LOOOVE IT! ESPECIALLY MY SPECIAL CEILING!
THERE ARE CLOUDS ON MY CEILING!
maybe I'll post some pics of my room later :)
OH I ALSO LOVE MY CLOSET! Although its not big, but this is my very first walk-in closet, and I adore it like a loooot!
I've been spending my holiday tidying my house, I mean my room (yes mom) and relaxing in front of my precious laptop just to watch some movies, tutorials on youtube, and I also enjoyed some laugh with the hilarious Ryan Higa. Love that guy, really. Yesterday I spent all my day long only to watch his crazy videos.

The next omg thing I do on my holiday is..............................
NO I DIDN'T GET ANY BOYFRIEND.
I'm currently working on how I lose my weight. Well I'm doing this 'no-carbs' diet program, which has gone well, I actually don't starve myself at all! Actually it has been going for 2 days, today is the 2nd day.
Pleasepleaseplease I'm doing finger-crossing for eternity just please make this work oh God I'm tired of seeing my skinny friends being skinny while there's me...who's a bit 'packed' :')
JUST WISH ME LUCK!

Soooooo actually I'd love to tell stories of my life these days but I guess, I honestly can't think about anything to say. What to say?

Oh! I had another new experience! Today I just did a DIY jeans of my own! Actually I did that while I was watching a movie, the Notebook, if I'm not mistaken, or the Art of Getting by, well I don't remember, it was my old knee-length jeans that I used to use when I was about...12 I guess... BUT IT STILL FITS! Even though a little bit hard to put on at first, but I believe I will be skinnier so it will fit perfectly!
It wasn't that bad actually, my very first try! But I did have some struggle while putting the washing machine on, I was just like
'what's this'
'what if I press this'
'gaaah I'm afraid I will get electrocuted'
'wet wet everywhere'
'woah what's just happened'
'omg what to do'
'dad help me'
'what did you do with the manual you torn it'
Yeah, I was like that and also my dad truly didn't know how to operate it either because it was new and that was the veryveryvery first time that we actually use it. Well done me.
BUT after pressing some random buttons, finally give up and lazily read the manual book (yeah, actually it could help from the beginning but I'm just to lazy to read it and still stick to my lovely motto 'Don't read manuals except you're already frustrated' but in that case I wasn't that frustrated but I was just scared I would ruin my parents' new washing machine, so yeah), and my dad put the 'magic' hose on (YEAH HE DIDN'T PUT IT AT FIRST NO WONDER IT DIDN'T WORK), and I put on my glasses to see the bird outside my window which was flying from one tree to another, eh...I guess that's not necessary, I finally could operate it and could wash my new jeans.....which didn't turn out really well.

That was your first time, its okay honey.
Okay, whatever. :P

Oh about that diet I'm doing now, so I have to eat 5-6 times a day, no sweets, no carbs.
THIS IS PRETTY HARD.
since it is holiday.
Christmas holiday.
I REPEAT, CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY.

Holiday means I will spend a lot of time at home, which not that hard, and holiday means, I will go out with my friends a lot and they will indirectly force me to eat much. I don't know, man. I'll just do my best!
Christmas means sweets. Lots of sweets: cakes, candies, fizzy drinks, even hot chocolate (It rains a lot in December here in Indonesia, but still no snow, no snow, cheer up to me). Christmas also means my birthday, actually its on December 22nd, but it is close to Christmas right? PLUS I have a friend whose birthday's on Dec 21st, and...yeah, I should be eating a lot.

SHOULD BE.
But I won't let those simple little things ruined my 2 weeks-4 kg diet!

Heeheee!

Okay, that's all for today I guess, having another big day tomorrow, I'm going out with some friends :) yeah, I'm actually struggling of what to eat and what should I do tomorrow, but just wish me luck!

And the last thing! Since I've just put some inspirational, happy and love quotes in my 'Be Happy :D' bottle, I'm going to take one for tonight.
*drum-rolls*
*shake-shake*
*open the bottle*
*struggling to get the paper out*

Voila!

"Don't desperately search for love, it will find you when your time is come"

okay, okay, I won't :)

Tschüss!
See you in my other posts!
Love ya!

tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

A Girly Movie Night by Myself

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I've finally finished my final test thank God!
I feel so grateful!
I don't know if it's just me or God really helped me through all of these tests :D
THANK GOD I FEEL BLESSED.

OKAY!
SOOOO since I'm now officially free-er (um, well actually I will have a re-test, or even some, next week, but yeah, I'm free-er), I'm also gonna be lazier for the rest of the month EHEHEE

But I really can't wait for my birthday I don't even know why........................

AND OH!
I'VE JUST WATCHED "A WALK TO REMEMBER" AND I CRIED SEVERAL TIMES OH MY GOSH SO I GOT IT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING ALL THESE TIME

THAT MOVIE
WAS
SO
SWEET

YET IT'S SWEETNESS HAS MADE ME CRY

I WAS LIKE OH MY GOODNESS HOW
SHE'S ONE LUCKY GIRL (EXCLUDE HER LEUKEMIA)

IDK
I THINK...oh well lemme switch to normal font, using caps lock made me sound angry right?
Hahaa!

Okay.
So, I don't know eh...
It's a really sweet movie but...
OH WAIT.
I should stop looking at my own case yeah, stop it, me.
Okay.
Okay I said a lot of okay.
Okay.
Well.
It just made me...a kind of...what ya... not sad... just...you know...
Oh, have I told you that I really adore Nicholas Sparks? He's such an author. (even though, to be ashamed, I haven't read his book EVER, I just watch his movies hehe)

AND I JUST REALIZED...oh yeah, stop yelling, right...BUT I REALLY HAVE TO YELL THESE WORDS AND EVEN BIGGER THE SIZE OF WORDS BELOW:

REECE CARTER
and
LANDON CARTER

I know you got it already. Yeah. That's no coincidence, really.
MAYBE
SOMEDAY
My last name will be Carter also, nobody knows! :)

LANDON CARTER is so sweet
he is
like
the most perfect guy
whoops, I made a mistake.
the most unrealistic perfect guy that it hurts so bad
If someday, I repeat, SOMEDAY, my future soulmate is going to be him-alike. I'll die, not literally.
YOU WILL TOO RIGHT HEY YOU YOU YOU GIRLS?
He's like the popular-jerk-annoying-at-first-but-really-sweet-at-the-end-till-you-want-to-be-with-him-forever type of guy. That's what I get from the movie.

And another OH!
I also watched 'My Girl' this afternoon.
I also cried.
It was so sad.
Everything made me cry today.
Oh yeah, I also watched '500 Days of Summer', but, noooo, I didn't cry! :p
I didn't really get that movie :$
I laughed till I cry again today, also cried because of 2 movies: a sad and a sweet one.
And I am not even on my period! How awesome! :)
But it's alright, I'm enjoying my day-off, really, I enjoy this a lot!
Well, enough for today? I'm kind of tired
OKAAAAY BUHBYEE!
GOODBYE!
LOTS OF LOVE!
HUGS AND KISSES!

muachmuach!

tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.


P.S.:
I added a song-of-the-night for tonight, it accompanies me through this girly night :)
enjoy!

P.P.S.:
and I'm also very hungry ergh. Hahahaa! Bye!

P.P.P.S.:
I just added a tag 'boys' WHAT WAS I THINKING

A FEW MORE WORDS

WE ARE OFFICIALLY IN THE LAST DAY OF NOVEMBER
THANK YOU NOVEMBER FOR BEING MY INSANE MONTH!
really, many things happened lately
But thankfully nothing too weird happened.
And sadly nothing too special happened either.
:)

But that's okay.

SO LET'S MOVE TO DECEMBER!

MY FAVOURITE MONTH OF THE YEAR
ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MONTH
ITS LIKE THE FRIDAY OF THE YEAR
ITS THE MONTH OF CHRISTMAS

AND ITS ALSO THE MONTH OF............

MY BIRTHDAY!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Can't believe that I'm turning 16 this year.
SIXTEEN.
REALLY.
One more year till I get my national identity card.
One more year till I get my driving licence.
One more year till I get my sweetseventeen birthday party! Ahahahaa

Okay, that's all deh! I wanna brush my teeth and sleep sleep!
OH, wish me luck for my tests next week! Hopefully I can study well and I can get good grades!
*cross fingers*

DOODLES!:*

OH GOSH

Okay, today I'm on my crazy mood.
SO CRAZY.
So lemme just 'curcol' here.
Today I'll just use mixed language kay.

FIRST OF ALL.
Oke, gua blak-blakan aja ya.
No one would read this eventually.
so.
1. I'm on my-freaking-period and this sucks so bad
WHY?
Everything just gets 'lebay'er, or we can say, I can overreact everything. Everything in this whole wide world just get even funnier than it supposed to be. I could laugh merrily and joyfully along the way without even thinking what others thought about me, well, obviously they would think I was crazy back there.
2. Today's test was quite insane. OH YEAH, I haven't told you my lovely bloggie that I've started my final test! Well, it is held for 8 days. Dimana itu lama banget woy. Other schools only get around 6-7 days, while I get 8. World is unfair.
3. I don't know. Every single moment I went through today was like a trigger for me, buat gua jadi lebih gila aja gitu. If I'm on my period, I just...get lost. Its like I've dropped my brain or leave it somewhere in Neverland, I just don't know.
4. I finally can interact with my lovely gadgets. Even though this point is not important. :$
5. I start to read 'The Bad Boy's Girl', actually I've only read 4 chapters till now, but idk, in that story, the main-girl character lost some weight and the boy who used to be her bully back there even fell in love with her. It makes me think. I think I'm fat. I don't know lah
SEE THIS IS POINTLESS
Oh ya
I have a story to tell today!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Today I went to church to do some practicing for my Musical Christmas Theatre, which gonna be held right on Christmas Day! Dec 25th! I play as one of the main character there, so she was the kind of girly girl, named Ruby. She had a boyfriend, but he broke up with her because she was too busy of school and church stuffs so she didn't have enough time to spend with her boyfriend. Well, it is obviously hard for me to be her because I don't have any experience about love thingies.
Okay, back to the story!  Well, after practicing, we chatted and had some laugh when suddenly 2 of my guy friends looked at one's phone and made 'WUU!' noise. I SWEAR THAT SOUNDED PRETTY SIMILAR TO 2 PREHISTORIC GUYS WHO HAD JUST FOUNDED FIRE. REALLY THAT WAS SO FUNNY, but first I decided to keep it for my own.
Later, one of my girlfriend came near me and sat beside me, I couldn't hesitate to not tell her what I was thinking back there. I told her, and she laughed. Real hard. She laughed real hard. I looked at her silly face and rethought about what I just said. So I laughed, even harder. We laughed soooooo hard until our other friends were confused and they kept asking us 'what happened?' 'why are you guys laughing that hard?' 'whats's wrong?' But we just couldn't stop laughing hard till tears came out of our eyes.
The others left us 2 inside that room and suddenly one of them turned the lights of. We stopped for a while, screamed a bit like 'HEEY', then we looked at each other's shirt. We used the same shirt, a glow-in-the-dark shirt that we bought from our school's event (Lum1naire ;)) AND WE LAUGHED. MUCH MORE HARDER THAN BEFORE. REALLY, LIKE SUPER DUPER MEGA HARD. I felt like 6, or even 8 packs were about to come! Really, one of the craziest moments, EVER!
Whoosh. I'm just really tired oh my goodness.


And now I get some cramps.
Yay life.



What about we just sing right now.
--
--
--
*clears throat*
AND TELL ME NOW
HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I WANT TO KNOW
HOW DO I BREATHE WITHOUT YOU
IF YOU EVER GO
HOW DO I EVER
EVER SURVIVE?
HOW DO I
HOW DO I
HOW DO I LIVEEEEEEEEEEE

Okay, you have just witnessed my craziness.
LISTEN. You're not allowed to tell this to anyone, okay.
Or I will lose my pride.
Everyone will think I'm weird.
But naah, I love being weird. :D

BUT SERIOUSLY THAT SONG IS JUST. I JUST. JUST.
inexpressible.

HUHU
OH.
I am also in love with this oldie song called 'To be with You' by Mr. Big.
AM I WEIRD REALLY
BY LOVING OLD SONGS
DOES IT MAKE ME OLD
gosh I feel old tbh.
But I love them so much so I don't really think about it ehehehe
Just call me unique! Ahaa

Oh! and about that vocal theory test I just did today, I was a bit (em, not really actually) frustrated back there so I wrote this on my test paper: "Singing is not only about practice and theory, but it's also about making it as a passion in your life." Well, let's just pray my teacher's not going to kill me, or lets just say put me in her 'student-blacklist'! :p

what else to say yaaaaaa
me confustaaa

OOH IF YOU HAVE ANY RECOMMENDATION OF OLDIES PLEASE PLEASE TELL MEEEE! LEAVE A COMMENT OR SOMETHING OKAY!

Thankyou!

Well, it's 23:50 right now at Jakarta, Indonesia.
This is my last word for today....
Tschüss!




MUACH,
tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata.

STORY OF MY LIFE.

SO.
I AM A DIRECTIONER.
THEREFORE I'M GOING TO POST THIS!

ONE DIRECTION'S NEW SINGLE....................................
STORY 
             OF
                  MY LIFE!

WELL WE NEED ALL OF YOUR VIEWS ON YOUTUBE TO BREAK THE VEVO RECORD
IT WAS SAD ACTUALLY, TO SAY THAT WE'RE STUCK AT 9 MILLION VIEWS WHILE OUR TARGET IS 19 MILLION++

storyofmylife

^^click click everybody!^^
^^watch, click, refresh, and repeat!^^
:)

Oh lemme post the lyrics!

Verse 1 - Harry
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain,
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days.

[Liam]
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones,
It seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone.

Pre-chorus - Zayn
And I'll be gone gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holdin' on too tight
With nothing in between

Chorus - Harry
The story of my life I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time…
Is frozen (the story of, the story of)

[All]
The story of my life I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

Verse 2 - Niall
Written on these walls are the colours that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage

[Liam]
I know that in the morning now, I'll see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken my heart is untamed stillx

Pre-chorus - Louis
And I'll be gone gone tonight
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I been holdin' on so tight
With nothing in between

Chorus - Harry
The story of my life I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time…
Is frozen (the story of, the story of)

[All]
The story of my life I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

Bridge - Zayn
And I been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds

Middle 8 - Niall
The story of my life I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time…
Is frozen

Chorus - All
The story of my life I give her hope (give her hope)
I spend her love until she's broke inside (until she's broke inside)
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

[Harry]
The story of my life

Credit goes to MetroLyrics!





















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Random?

Have you ever felt so lost?
So lost and so alone?
Like you just need to escape everything and just be on your own?
But deep down inside you don't wanna be on your own, you need somebody to be there for you.
But you feel like your too small to be noticed,
Or just too invisible to see,
Or too low to be heard.
You feel like nobody's even there for you.

You think about your sad stories behind
Which you covered with your tough little smile
Which no one has ever noticed
Which no one has ever known

You hear lots of songs
Hoping they could make your feelings better
Those songs tell you to be strong and be tough,
To get up and open your eyes,
To try to fix your broken heart,
To see the world outside,
To just believe that you have a beautiful life.

But really, is it that easy?
Everything is just easy to say
While actually it's not that simple to do.

Put your playlist on shuffle.

Hey, a cheerful song is on.
Cheers to happy songs.

At least it could boost your mood
a bit?
or much?

Come on!
Rise and shine!
You've got the strength right!
Get up you golden star!
Your life is not that bad!
Put your brightest smile!
Do you believe that your brightest smile can shine so bright?
Even brighter than the sun?

It is just an unhappy past you have
But it doesn't mean your past will haunt you forever
Just carry on and keep moving forward!
Just believe that you will have a brighter one ahead!

Remember that you have lots of people to lean on
Lots of people who loves you out there
Who can't live without you
Who need you in their life
Remember how many people whose life you've changed
Whom you've made smile
Think about it!
Be proud of it!
And keep doing it!

Spread happiness to others
Therefore happiness will come back to you!
Throw away every sadness, pain and misery

Live, love and laugh.

Happiness of life depends on you! :)

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OKAY.

I don't even know what's going on with me and why did I write that.

Well,

I was a bit mellow back there

You know, the side effect of listening to sad love songs. Hem.

BUT NOW I'M FINE. AGAIN. YEAH.

okay I'm having this silly and crazy mood swings even though my period has finished. Idk huahua

BUT I DON'T CARE (?)

Ehee

But still, this is not a good way to start a new week rightttttttt

I think I'm just tired and need some rests.

You know, I had a really busy week back there.

On Wednesday till Friday I had this Character Formation thingy which was held in a military base in Tangerang. It was tough yet tiring. We did a lot of activities, which believed to make us more discipline, like doing push-ups every time we made mistake, eating quickly (JUST IMAGINE WE HAD TO FINISH ONE LARGE MEAL BY 10 COUNTS) and nicely, doing line of march practice, etc. We also tried to go through some obstacles on the practice field. I only tried 2 out of 10: the first and the last ones!

I tripped myself while doing the last one. I can describe it as the 'Tarzan-swing', but there was water below, which was really dirty and disgusting. I have a good time though.

They also taught us how to make tents and cook food while we're on the field. I felt kinda left out back there I don't know why, oh so sad. But it was totally fine! :')

There was also a program called 'jurit malam' there, so they made us into groups and we had to walk around the area and follow the path from one post to another, we did that until 2 a.m and I was soooooooooooooo sleepy. I was like a zombie gone back to life, back-back to life! Ahahaa

We went to 6 posts and I almost cried in the first post. So they asked us who was afraid of the dark, I am, so I spontaneously rose my hand and stood up, I thought they would let us stay outside, but they forced us to go in instead. I was a bit hysteric when I got in, I kept covering my ears and closed my eyes, but fortunately there was nothing inside.

I learn a lot of things there, really.

After those 3 days of misery, I went on a retreat with my church for 2 days (it means till Sunday). 

JUST IMAGINE HOW TIRED I AM RIGHT NOW.

I CAN'T REST PEACEFULLY UNTIL TODAY. SIGH.

SOOO tomorrow's holiday here in Indonesia, but still I'm going to have a test on Wednesday. Chemistry test! Honestly I don't really understand this material, but I will try my best of course! Wish me tons of luck! :)

Soo I guess that's all for now okaaaay

Since I have no photos from the Character Formation program, I will post some photos from my pre-baptism retreat!

That's all for now fellas!

REMEMBER! LIVE LOVE LAUGH! :D

Doodles!

Lots of love,

tatatatatatatatatatataaaaaa

22:02❤

Satur'Fun'Day - Genfest 2013 YAY!

SOOOOOOOOOOO GUYS
GOOD (ehm) EVEN-MORN-ING? well, its 11:53 right now at my place, sort of late at night yeah
Even though I'm really tired and I'm getting this silly headache, but I'd like to post something about today!

FIRST............
YAAAY ITS WEEKEND FINALLY
SATURDAY YEAHYEAH B-)

This morning I went to school as usual, for my futsal club but unfortunately our seniors couldn't join us because they were kinda having a special guidance or something I don't know exactly. Soooo here we were, at the field, the twelve of us. Even though today we were only usual's 1/3, but we totally had much fun! I think I played quite well today although I laughed, joked, and jumped around a lot today.
Yeah, I know, I'm that silly :$
Oh! And next week we're going to have a character formation program which is going to be held at a military base. YEAH, SOLDIERS. We talked about this a lot while we were taking a break after our first game today, most of my friends said that it was fun yet tiring. AND GUESS WHAT, AFTER THAT CHARACTER FORMATION THINGY I'M GOING ON ANOTHER RETREAT WITH MY CHURCH. YAY LIFE.
I'm gonna break into million pieces. Oh no, that was melodramatic. Let's just hope I don't get sick!

OKAAY
After futsal, I went home, ate some noodles for breakfast, took a bath and prepared myself to go to Genfest! Yeaaahhhhhhh

SOOOO WHAT IS 'GENFEST'?
It's an annual music festival held every year by one of the most famous radio station in Indonesia, Gen FM. Every year they bring different singers or bands.

Actually my dad has been asking me to come to this festival for the last 2 years I guess, but I don't know, maybe I was just THAT busy ;)
And I finally decided to come to this year's Genfest.

IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
I had a father-daughter day out today because my mother was in Jogja, but she would go back to Jakarta tonight, so after this festival I went to the airport to pick her up.

Actually, I really love going to concerts after my experience watching Afgan, a popular (cute) male-singer from Indonesia. YOU KNOW WHAAAT HE HAS DIMPLES SO CUTE OMG. Well, actually I just watched him last week. But still going to concerts is now on my hobbies list! Hahahaaaa

OOH today I had an embarrassing experience.
So it went like this.
I was sitting at the stadium with my dad, waiting for the next performance, while there were some kind of intermezzo from the radio's broadcasters. I was looking at the screen when suddenly I saw somebody who was shown there closeup. I was saying to myself "Who's that girl, haha she is on screen so funny", I was this close to look around to see who's on the camera when I realized there was a man, who was my dad, sitting next to her.
DAMN
HAHA
SYALALALA
THAT GIRL WAS ME
AND I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE

I DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE MYSELF IN GLASSES
SHAME ON ME
HOW FUNNY
HOW STRANGE
HOW EMBARRASSING

I was quite shocked yet embarrassed. I didn't know what to do and where to look, it was AWKWARD.
I guess it went about 4-5 secs on screen and I didn't even know where should I put my own face *eh
But it was a silly experience. Would never forget that! :p

The rest of my day went exciting and I'm just really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallyyyyyyyyyy tired tonight
HOAAAM
Well, let's just go to sleep then :3
DOODLES!
GUTE NACHT! (oh have I told you that I'm taking up German? HIHIHI)
GOODNIGHT!
SELAMAT MALAM!
WAN AN!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:*
lapyuful
HAHAHAHAHA
YEAH BYE!

tatatatatatatatatatatatatatataaaaaaaaaaaaaa.



Oh, wait!
Wanna see my craziness after a longlong day today?
Here you go.
Acascuse me. Mind my weirdoness ;)

Today's conclusion: FUN DAY YEAH.
syubidam.
Goodnight!

12:32 ❤

The Silly Cupid Assistant

HEYYO BLOGGIE!
I don't care today's a school day cause I have something to say! Err..this is not really important actually but it is quite for me! Hahahaa

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I
think
I'm
sort
of
a
'cupid-assistant'
right
now.

-
-
-
-
Well, I don't know, but, yeah.
I'm (sort of) helping people with their love problems
Lemme count, how many people em......
around 5 people you can say ;)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
But yeah, I'm a silly and inexperienced cupid assistant. How great.
EITS! BUT I DON'T CARE, I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE
SO, IT MEANS I'M SIMILAR TO CHLOE ARMEL! (FROM THE BAD BOY, CUPID, AND ME)

BUT WHERE IS MY REECE CARTER?!
GIMME MY REECE CARTER NOW!

Sorry, I guess I'm just a little bit crazy and tired.
You know, school. :')
I used to like school (CAN'T YOU BELIEVE IT?)
Now I still like school too, BUT SERIOUSLY NOT ON TUESDAYS. TUESDAY USED TO BE MY FAVOURITE DAY BUT BANG-BANG NOW ITS ONLY HISTORY.

Today is Tuesday. And this is the first day of using 2013's curriculum. and guess what? My. brain. is. on. fire. can't. help. it. memory. full. yeah. yeah. overload.
The schedule today is soooooo horrible. We have 3 hours of physics and chemistry today. Actually, this time I don't mind physics, but the chemistry........well.....succeeded of giving me a migraine.
Plus, today I woke up at 5, with this pain allover my body. I don't know why, maybe because of yesterday's P.E class. Oh, well! Yesterday we did gymnastics at P.E class, and guess what, I fell (head first) when I was trying to do a staddle vault. I could do it back there in ninth grade, but why yesterday I failed, WHYYYYY
It was quite embarrassing yet funny ahahahaa! But I injured my arm a bit. :(
It still hurts now actually, but it's fine! :P
Oh, about the pain, maybe one of the reason is because yesterday I lifted some weight with a wrong position. YES THAT COULD BE THE REASON.

Today is not a great day for me, really. Worst week so far. *eh
*SIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*
But the happiest moment today was when my teacher told us that we're going home early tomorrow, and there's gonna be no scout tomorroooooooooooow!
Sooooooooooo happy till I flew to the seventh sky!

Yay life.
wait, lemme say it again with style

YAY LIFE! :D

Well, that's all for tonight, I guess, gonna do some preparation for my English test tomorrow, wish me tons of luck!
Doodles!
tatatatatatataa :)

High. School. Unmusical.

WELL CHICAS I'M IN HIGHSCHOOL NOW!
I can say i'm so proud of it :$
or feel old.

Weeeeell, this is officially the 4th month of my freshmen year here at smak 1 penabur! Now i know how does it feel to be a busy high schooler and i have TONS of stories to tell you! Let's get starteeed!

Okay, let's talk about my new class and classmates. I am at xms6 now and first i didn't know anybody there. I'm the one and only from ipeka puri. Just. Imagine. No. Body. I. Felt. Like. A. Total. Loner.
I used to be ya
But now
Now…
I've got new besties😊 they are fun, but also much different from my besties at my old school. MUCH different.
My new classmates have very different personalities than the old ones, i don't know, but they are likely to be crazier, more active in class and, well, just different.
Right now, i'm sitting in front of this crazy guys, i mean they're real fun, but sometimes yeah.. they're insane. But its alright! I can laugh and just be happy everyday thanks to them! Ahahaa
Hmm, what else to tell.… OH! The lessons and tests!
Well, for the first tests, i guess my results are quite good! Yeaaaahh my hardwork :')
But i just finished my mid tests and i realized the results are not as good as the first ones, and actually i am kinda disappointed. I mean, i've worked hard, but why.
BUT ITS ALRIGHT
THE MIDTESTS ARE NOW OVER
just get ready for the 3rd tests ;)

OOH and i guess all of you should know
That
I
Decided
To
Take
Up
Futsal.
Yeah right soccer dude
And i can say i enjoy it. Its fun and of course BURNS FAT! :D
But obviously i'm not really good at it YET! Haha!
And the good news is i'm going to play at my school's annual cup! Wishmeluck!

Aaah i'm now at a current mood of not sayin much so i think we should just end this first, okay? Hehe

WELL LOTS OF LOVE:*
tata.

And waaaihaaaihaait,
Here's a pic of me and my classmates :3

TRALALA TRILILI

Howdy fellaaaaaaaass!!!
Well hello everybody!

Oh, I want to tell you all that I'm now.… OFFICIALLY GRADUATED! And guess what? I got the third place for my national exam XD which is quite surprising bcs my scores weren't THAT good hohooo

And I guess now my favourite laugh is "hohohoo" idk, do I like it bcs it can also be the combination of "ooooh" and "hahahaa" or… I'm going to turn into a santa clause.

WHATEVER! XD

Oh yeah! I also went to my jhs prom last monday (3/6) we had sooo much fun! I took many pictures, with (almost) everybody! I'm totally gonna miss every piece of them *EH
I mean everyone :$

Well I'm gonna post some photos from the prom :D

That's all,
Goodbye!
Lots of love :*

FN

Many things to say.

I just read a post from my bestie in one of our silly group :p and here's what i'm gonna say

I truly do agree what did you write there. Here's to the memories and the love.
Gw berterimakasih banget sama kalian semua, udah ksh gw kesempatan buat ngisi hari-hari kalian, udh boleh ngisi hidup kalian, ngisi hati kalian, bikin memori yg ga bakal gw lupain bareng kalian semua. Makasih karna kalian, ya kalian semua yg baca ini, udh ngisi hidup gw, buat hari-hari gw lebih bermakna, udh iseng-iseng bareng gw, gila-gilaan bareng, sama-sama mempermalukan diri kita di hadapan orang lain. Nah gw tau kita bentar lagi bakal pisah, bakal naik ke SMA, bakal carry on with our own lifes, tapi ketahui satu hal, gw gak akan lupa sama sekali smua yg udh kita hadapin bareng-bareng, smua suka duka, canda tawa, bahkan air mata yg udh kita curahin bareng-bareng, smua kenangan dan memori indah bareng, mungkin itu masa lalu, tapi itu smua masa lalu kita yg berwarna kan? Ya memang besok ini kita juga bakal graduation, dari pagi ada rasa deg-deg-an di hati gw memang, tp juga ada rasa sedih, cukup sedih, yg bercampur seneng juga. Sedih karna kita udh mau pisah, kita ga bakal bisa ketemu tiap hari lagi kyk dulu, bercanda seseeibf dulu lagi, tapi kita harus seneng juga kan, bentar lagi kita bakal SMA, bakal lebih dewasa, lebih-lebih segalanya. Kalo nginget-nginget kenangan-kenangan lama siapa sih yg ga bakal terharu. Gw masih inget tiap kali ke rumah lw nash, sasaran utamanya pasti kamar lw, banyak banget kan kenangan disitu, disitu tmpt dimana lw pernah nyangkut rambutnya di kursi roda, kita slalu tiduran di lantainya, dan juga tempat kita banyak cerita-cerita tentang smuanya. Di rumah tasha itu tempat buat ngeliat dan main-mainin hamsternya, tempat dimana kita makan pizza, tempat dimana kita kali dateng slalu duduk dan ngumpul di lantainya ruang tamu. Rumah moni itu tmpt dimana kita slalu ngetem kalo rumah nashya gabosa dijadiin tmpt ngetem. Rumah dela itu tempat dimana kita bisa liat koleksi bukh superbanyaknya, tmpt dimana kita beberapa kali ngerjain dela pas ultahnya dgn hal yg cukup konyol. Rumah adel sasaran empuk buat dimintain makan. Rumah kezia itu tempat dimana ada bonnie, anjingnya yg katanya akhir-akhir ini kyk minta dikawinin, dimana tv kabel dan internet jd jurus jitu menghilangkan bosen. Rumah sonia jd sasaran nasi buat prepare hal-hal sblm dia nonton sungha and ketemu bena. Rumah marcia tempat dimana kita slalu bbqan and ngadain party-party. Itu tmpt-tmpt yg pernah dibuat tongkrongan yg termasuk dlm list rmh temen. Kalo tempat ngetem kita biasa ya kalo nggak mall puri, TA, ya di mcd deket px. Tempat-tempat kita gila-gilaan bareng, ketawa-ketawa sampe perut sakit trus mulai nangis. Oh ya, juga kantin skolah, dimana biasa kezia makan mi kari, dela beli teh poci, adel beli bobo hut, dan kita biasa ngomongin smua yg gajelas. Kantin juga tempat dimana ada kucing yg namanya ceyiki, trus tmpt dimana slalu ada mas-mas jireh yg ngusir kita kalo kita msh nongkrong di kantin bawah diatas jam 3.15-3.30an. Haduuh pokoknya banyak bangetbanget kenangan-kenangan gila kita deh!
Gw juga akan slalu inget dimana kalian hampir setiap waktu jodohin gw ke banyak orang :')

Panjang banget ya ini.

Pokoknya intinya smua hal yg pernag kita lakuin bareng-bareng JANGAN PERNAH DILUPAIN. INGAT SELALU TATA DAN YG LAIN.

Pesen from me, pokoknya number one kita harus slalu keep in touch, entah bagaimana pun caranya, mau lewat bbm, twittah, fb, friendster, myspace, skype, ym, whatsapp, kakao talk, line messenger, wechat, instagram, blogger, tumblr, hp nokia, sony erricson, motorola, samsung, lg, iphone, telp rumah, kartu pos, surat kaleng, smuanya deh! Pokoknya hrs ttp keep in touch!

Kedua, spt biasa, masalah-masalah di hidup kita kan banyak banget ya gaada habisnya. Kyk wkt kls 8 itu aja masalah kyknya ga slese-slese gituu, pokoknya kita GA BOLEH ADA KATA MENYERAH, ga boleh ngeluh terus juga, kita hrs terus berusaha and berdoa no matter what.

Ketiga, i know bnyk dari kita yg pasti beberapa tahun kedepan, bahkan dlm itungan bulan ya, udah berubah, ketemu komplotan and temen-temen baru, tp please jangan lupain temen-temen yang lama ya, karna i know pasti tmn-tmn kita nantinya gaada yg uniknya kyk kita, secara, kita one in a million gituh! (?)

Keempat, no matter what, pesen gw yg paling utama adalah i love you all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, kalian temen-temen terbaik gw, dan i know sampe kapan pun juga gaada deh yg bisa nyaingin kalian. Thankyou for everything skali lagi ya. Maaf kalo gw sering bikin kalian kesel, sebel, kalo gw gabisa menuhin expectation kalian sbg tmn yg sempurna, ya kan memang gaada manusia yg bener bener sempurna. Maaf juga kalo gw pernah nyakitin hati kalian sedemikian rupanya sampe-sampe itu msh jadi uneg-uneg buat kalian. Sorry banget.

Gw juga ngerti kok kalo kalian pernah bikin gw kesel, bikin gw sedih, bikin gaenak hati, tp that's what friends are for kan, kita emg ga slalunya bikin seneng terus :p

Yaudah, i guess that's all from me now
Cheers to the drama, the laughter, the joy, the sadness, the tears, the heartbreaks, the craziness, the stresses, the sillines, the love, to teenage years!

Thankyou for everything
I loved you, i love you, and i always will.

Your silliest, craziest, and weirdest.
Florentia 'tata' natalie

❤

Holiday is near! Whoops! It's here!

Hey guys! It has been a long time since my last post! And guess what, I've finished all my exams and I'll be graduated from junior high school soon! I'm really happy (plus sad) cause finally I could finish this year smoothly B-)
And what do I'm sad of are my friends, some of my besties have to go to a different school from mine (or should I say I have to move out to another school :( )

But come on, it's holiday! Lets have some fuuuuuuuuuuun!

Well this holiday, I can say, I'm having a massive jar of plans! I'm going to do some DIY project, I think I'm going to highlight my hair a bit, I'm going to move to another house, which is stunning (and I really can't wait for it!), then I'm going to post some videos to YouTube (wml), and alsoooooooooooooooo I'm going to HIKEEEE! I'm gonna go hiking at Mount Bromo! One of the most popular mountain here in Indonesia! It's a popular and amazing tourists' destination here, in the island of Java. Also I'm gonna go to Semarang with my cousins (ONLY!) because my grandparents asked us to. And maybe I'm going to have a farewell party with my classmates from the lovely 92 <3

Any ideas for hair highlights? Hahaa!

Well, I think I'm gonna get some tan also, I really want to go to a beach (or two, or even more) this holiday. I also decided to do some nail art by my own! Even though a few days ago I've gotten it with an incredibly cheap price! It only costs 35,000 rupiahs (around $4) and it also includes manicures! It's nice, right? I love nail arts even though I can't play my lovely guitar with it -_-

Well, I think I have no more to say so far, so I'll catch up with you guys later! Oh! I almost forget, I want to post a picture of my nails!
Well here it is!

Doodles! Lots of love ❤